This Is Me Trying
- Subject
- Social Themes - Death, Grief, Bereavement
- Age
- Teen
- Format
- Hardcover
- Pages
- 368
- Publisher
- Feiwel & Friends
- Size
- 13.7 cm Ă 20.9 cm
- ISBN
- 9781250891389
Perfect for fans of Nina LaCour, This is Me Trying is a profound and tender YA contemporary novel exploring grief, love, and guilt from author Racquel Marie.
Growing up, Bryce, Beatriz, and Santiago were inseparable. But when Santiago moved away before high school, their friendship crumbled. Three years later, Bryce is gone, Beatriz is known as the dead boyâs girlfriend, and Santiago is back.
The last thing Beatriz wants is to reunite with Santiago, who left all her messages unanswered while she drowned alone in grief over Bryceâs death by suicide. Even if she wasnât angry, Santiagoâs attempts to make amends are jeopardizing her plan to keep the world at armâs lengthâequal parts protection and punishmentâand she swore to never let anyone try that again.
Santiago is surprised to find the once happy-go-lucky Bea is now the gothic town loner, though heâs unsurprised she wants nothing to do with him. But he canât fix what he broke between them while still hiding what led him to cut her off in the first place, and itâs harder to run from his past when he isnât states away anymore.
Inevitably drawn back together by circumstance and history, Beatriz and Santiago navigate grief, love, mental illness, forgiveness, and what it means to try to build a future after unfathomable loss.
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What reviewers said
"An instant coming-of-age classic. In addition to introducing a memorable cast of characters who transcend the pages they live within, this novel explores grief with a tenderness, humor, and nuance that made me feel achingly young again."
"Grabbed me from the very first page and didn't let go once, and I never want it to. This book does a beautiful job of taking care of the reader while not shying away from the incredibly raw and real topics of grief, mental health, and healing. Many grief books will break your heart. This one will piece it back together."
âAn honest, heartfelt story of characters who do exactly as the title suggests: try. These characters try, in the most hopeful sense of the word â to be good friends, to treat each other with kindness, to cope as best they can with unimaginable loss . . . a sincere and tender story of an ensemble cast who must learn to live a world without their dear friend and brother, and who tiptoe their way towards their own new joyful beginnings.â
âA powerful exploration of grief's arbitrary cruelty, enduring destruction, and bittersweet intimacies. Racquel Marie delivers complex characters and never shies away from their big emotions and terrible, beautiful humanity.â
"Marie blends prosaic high school concerns over college, dances, and relationships with wrenching depictions of adolescents struggling to cope with a traumatic loss to deliver a tender portrayal of reconnecting after grief."
"You Don't Have a Shot has every ingredient that makes rivals-to-lovers such a great trope, but it's also so much more. It's a story of grief and loss, of legacy, of culture, of holding the things and people that bring us joy close. I don't think anyone will be surprised when I say that Racquel Marie has done it again: this is truly young adult contemporary at its best." âJonny Garza Villa, author of the Pura BelprĂ© Honor Book Fifteen Hundred Miles from the Sun
