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If I Was Your Girl

by Meredith Russo

Subject
LGBTQ+
Age
Teen
Format
Trade Paperback
Pages
320
Publisher
Flatiron Books
Size
13.7 cm × 20.8 cm
ISBN
9781250078414

Meredith Russo's award-winning, big-hearted novel If I Was Your Girl is about being seen for who you really are, with a love story you can't help but root for!

Amanda Hardy is the new girl in school. Like anyone else, all she wants is to make friends and fit in. But Amanda is keeping a secret, and she’s determined not to get too close to anyone.

But when she meets sweet, easygoing Grant, Amanda can’t help but start to let him into her life. As they spend more time together, she realizes just how much she is losing by guarding her heart. She finds herself yearning to share with Grant everything about herself, including her past. But Amanda’s terrified that once she tells him the truth, he won't be able to see past it.

Because the secret that Amanda’s been keeping? It's that at her old school, she used to be Andrew. Will the truth cost Amanda her new life, and her new love?

Stonewall Book Award Winner
Walter Dean Myers Honor Book for Outstanding Children's Literature
A Publishers Weekly Best Book of the Year
A Kirkus Reviews Best Book of the Year
A Goodreads Choice Award Finalist
A Zoella Book Club Selection
A Bustle Best YA Book of the Year
IndieNext Top 10
One of Flavorwire’s 50 Books Every Modern Teenager Should Read

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What reviewers said

Stonewall Book Award Winner
Walter Dean Myers Honor Book for Outstanding Children's Literature
A Publishers Weekly Best Book of the Year
A Kirkus Reviews Best Book of the Year
A Zoella Book Club Selection
A Goodreads Choice Award Finalist
A Bustle Best YA Book of the Year
IndieNext Top 10 List
One of Flavorwire's 50 Books Every Modern Teenager Should Read
"This new novel for teens breaks new ground...powerful."
O Magazine
"A beautifully rendered YA novel . . . the first written by a transgender woman about the transgender teen experience."
San Francisco Chronicle
"A vivid, compassionate portrait of a teen finding her place."
The Washington Post
"An illuminating debut guided by hope and overwhelming kindness.”
Publishers Weekly, starred review
A necessary, universal story about feeling different and enduring prejudices…full of love, hope, and truth.
Kirkus, starred review
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