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Hold Still

by Nina Lacour

Subject
Social Themes - Friendship
Age
9-12 years
Format
Trade Paperback
Pages
272
Publisher
Penguin Books
Size
12.9 cm × 20.1 cm
ISBN
9780525556084
A YALSA Best Books for Young Adults • A William C. Morris Honor Book

“A beautifully written, gently moving account of a long good-bye that will resonate with anyone who has ever had to let go before they were ready.” —Sara Zarr, National Book Award Finalist and author of Gem & Dixie

“The book is written with honesty, revealing one's pain after the loss of a loved one.”—School Library Journal

Dear Caitlin, there are so many things that I want so badly to tell you but I just can’t.

That night Ingrid told Caitlin, I’ll go wherever you go. But by dawn Ingrid, and her promise, were gone. Ingrid’s suicide immobilizes Caitlin, leaving her unsure of her place in a new life she hardly recognizes. A life without the art, the laughter, the music, and the joy that she shared with her best friend. But Ingrid left something behind. In words and drawings, Ingrid documented a painful farewell in her journal. Journeying through Ingrid’s final days, Caitlin fights back through unspeakable loss to find renewed hope.

Hold Still is the stunning debut that launched Nina LaCour, the award-winning author of We Are Okay. LaCour’s breakthrough novel brings the changing seasons of Caitlin’s first year without Ingrid to the page with indelible emotion and honesty.

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What reviewers said

A William C. Morris Finalist
An ALA Best Books for Young Adults selection
A Publishers Weekly Flying Start selection
“A beautifully written, gently moving account of a long good-bye that will resonate with anyone who has ever had to let go before they were ready.”
Sara Zarr, National Book Award Finalist and author of Gem & Dixie
“What is most remarkable about LaCour’s tale is her ability to make the presence of an absent character so deeply felt.”
Publishers Weekly, starred review
“Written with honesty, revealing one's pain after the loss of a loved one.”
SLJ
“A poignant and beautifully crafted depiction about the grief that a person goes through after a profound loss, whether through suicide or illness. Caitlin is an incredibly real character who seems to step out of the book to sit beside the reader as they move through her first year without Ingrid. LaCour offers a style of mixed diary entries that blends flawlessly with the sections of Caitlin’s interactions with the world around her, creating a moving novel that speaks to the hope that can come from such a devastating grief.
VOYA, starred review
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